Archive for September 14th, 2006

14
Sep

Complicated

ComplicatedWhy is life so complicated?
Decisions surround me,
some of them are life changing decisions that I am afraid to make.
Issues that need to be dealt with aren’t being discussed.
Being 23, I am expecting alot out of myself,
as a man and a person full of love.
Why is love so confusing?
Many feeling suppress,
but sometimes left feeling so lonely inside.
I am not afraid of love, but the feeling of being in love leaves me confused.
I know not what I want but who I want.
So is it the person who I feel so deeply for?
The person who I know I can’t live without?
Or is it the person who is lustful, passionate, and kind?
The person  who pleases me in every way possible?
The side of person that can be the most loving, and compassionate person in the world?
Or the side that is so blissful and pleasurable?
What decision do I make?
What issue should I bring up first? What should i expect?
Which love should I take?

Only time can tell and love will grow stronger.
Then the decisions, issues, expectants, and love will follow.

Jay